i tried to blog

I really did.

But instead I got caught on thinking about what song I would like to have play at my funeral, and how Sufjan Stevens would probably be what I would listen to if any of my friends ever died because of something I did.

I decided it would probably have been a car accident. A left hand turn that would crush my friend so I would have to watch from the driver's seat. That way I could remember it forever. Write about it. Have people feel as sorry for me as they do for my dead friend.

I would listen to Sufjan while sitting at a fire, on a beach somewhere, poking at the embers with a stick. I would think about how Sufjan would be a predictable choice and that people might start to catch on.

So I didn't decide on a song.